..... man im so0o0o0 bummed!! karis left to penn this mornin and i like TOTALLY miss her! i miss u karis!!!! like so0o0o0 much! man like everythin is s0o0o0o0o conplicated wit out u! i miss u! omg! i love u 2! but i miss u!

newayz my WHOLE day has been like a total sucker! i hateded today! except for the part where i get to write and talk on the comp and where (karis listen up!) victor and donald came by and said hi! i was like omg! and i was so0o0o happy and like i miss them! but my san diego trip is comin up and like YAY! im so0o0o excitied! other than that it sucked and ya.....

ummm....nothin else to say.....except OMG! im talkin to karis rite now and wanna cry...lol

guess ill go now....ummm ya ...love a lots... bie bie

....my mood earlier and now......

omg omg! ahhh! i am s0o0o0o0o happy! ok ok ...like i juss got baq from the salon and i got my hair CUT and LAYERED! omg! its gorgeous! no joke! ahhh! im s0o0o0o happy! i hab never had my hair like this be4 and i alwayz go to the salon and get it trimmed and thats it...but i realli wanted somum new! and omg! its beautiful! u know how like wen u get somum or someone or get like the perfect thing....or i dunno ....and it boosts ur ego....or self esteem! well be4 i was like i HATE my hair and theres NO way to make it better! now i feel confident! like im not like NO ONE IS BETTER THAN ME!  but im like I ACTUALLY LIKE MY HAIR NOW AND I WANT TO SHOW PPL!  but w/e i thought y'll should know that

ummm i g2g baby-sit! ttyl! cant w8 for my san deigo trip! love a lots!

there is no face wit pretty hair so0o0o0o juss imagine...hehe

ok.....today was good.... i got realli mad yest and even had a TOTAL moment ...it was scary....like one minute im fine and dancin to my music (dont laugh) and juss habin a good time ...then the next thing i knoe im on the floor cryin my eyez out......its the weirdest thing and i was wtf? ... i was like a freakin mental case and then after that i sat and wrote a whole mess of songs bout all this stuff and like ...uh...... the weirdest part is after my whole "lil moment" ...i had NO emotion wut so0o0o ever! it felt kinda weird but kewl and like i realli dunno how to describe it....dont worrie im not mental case juss kinda CrAzY....lol.... newayz...after that i went and took the longest bubble bath ever! and it was kewl.... i juss relaxed and thought bout .....well nuttin and i am alwayz worried bout somum and it felt great to NOT be thinkin bout somum....hehe...well ttyl....goin shoppin.... fill y'll in laterz! love a lots.....

....my mood

...man karis i so0o0o sad that u lebin me all alone! who am i gonna talk to till 2 in the mornin and watch scary movies wit till like 4:30 in the mornin? uhhh! not fair! i suggest u call ur bff over here everyday! but on another note ....wasnt seans bf like a totall hottie! man i am so0o0o jealous! i cant beleeb all that! hes like ...no i take that baq ...he IS a knock out...and sean told me he has the GREATEST personality! man y do all the PERFECT ones hab to be gay? i asked his secret and he told me hes cute so0o0o he attracts cute guyz and im like ya u cute but ur bf is SMOKIN!! (if neone uses that word nemore!) lol.....

.....omg! im BUBBLIN over wit all this energy......there was no face to show that so0o0 thats the best i could do0o0o...but omg! its almost time for me to take my weekend in san diego! the best news yet is that my two best hommies (and amoug the hottest ones..lol) (victor and donald) are goin wit me! ahhh! s0o0o0o excitied! they said that they gonna take me ice skatin and that they gonna take me on that horse carriage that i love so0o0o much! this is gonna be the BEST weekend ever! omg! so0o0o excitied! course ill miss all of u ppl wen i hab time to think bout u ...lol...totally JK! im gonna miss all ya!

ummmm....dunno if like i hab nethin else to say....ooo! omg! im been goin throu that whole crises wit those guyz and stuff.....well bout that...i hab decided that i dunno wut to do..lol... its gotten worse too! like omg! i like 5 ppl now and this is so0o0 bad!! lucky karis helped me out on this and like now i think i know wut to do...but this is a lot of work.....cant beleeb how much real WORK im willin to do...but thats love ....well "puppy love" 4 ya....its still hard to deal wit all this.....ne advice would be TOTALLY great!

well guess thats it! love a lots! miss ya karis! thnx michelle! lub u christian and all that jazz!

i hab to0oo many moods soo0o0 i dunno which to choose...lol

there is no face to show tiredness so0o0o0o juss imagine it!

newayz man my whole week has been like s0o0o0o CrAzY! no joke! like omg! i have baby-sat like 30 hrs this week! (thats a lot for u ppl who r like ya ez) thats NOT includin the times i watched my lil bros.....but ahhh! like friday i got home from baby-sittin at like 1 am! and then we had company at 1 in the mornin! crazy family! but newayz i didnt get to sleep until like 3 am and then i had to get up at 11 am to go baby-sit again! i baby-sat until like 4 or 4:30 pm and then i had enough time to take a shower cuz some of my friends and i went to this ...i guess u can call it a party type thing and we didnt get home till like 10 pm and then karis (God help her ..lol....jk) she wanted to stay up and talk till 2 in the mornin (thnx a lot karis! lol...jk...u knoe that i love u ::cough:: ...lol...jk) but then we had to get up at like 7 in the morrin for church and then afterchurch i went and baby-sat from like 3 till 7:30 pm and like then my mom wants to go shoppin (and i know i bubble over wit energy...but this was PLAIN rediculous!!!!) so0o0o i thought wen we get home ill sleep so0o0o i do and then my brother jumps all over me and my mom tells me to get out of her bed (i love her bed) and so0o0 i got a total of 10 mins sleep today and now (obviously) i CANT sleep so0o0o im here writtin ...sorrie TYPIN ....this whole thing online becuz im tired and a dork rite now...btw i checked my emails cuz i habnt been on in like 3 dayz and i had 42 emails! man ppl gimme a break! lol....well ya guess im done ...ttyl! love a lots!  sweet dreams and ....u know wut w/e! u know the rest BIE!

my mood is tired but that doesnt exsist on these thingyz